This is a song about "Painful love"

It's to hot to be a guy that makes it all experiences we had painful

Unstable motherfuckers,where else can you get a lapdance from an e.b.t card under the table

I feel my work ain't enough

All because i can't feel love

Show me love show me fuckin love

Where i'm from they is ruthless

To make karma come faster than she normally will

Except this experience ain't gainful, more like plain painful

Fearin what it show you, reality is gold

Why is love always painful?well why is winter cold

She cries herself to sleep, with tears so painful they bleed,

I'll tell you true stories, how i coldly hold heat

Feel disabled, feels painful. it feels fatal.

My jobs quite hard but see all of its mental