This is a song about "Pain of my antuie"

I swear i'll never call you bitch again

Sleepin' on the floor of a tent in bitter pain.

I do it to cover up my pain

Forgetting the seasonslames not in my lane

Tired of the pain tired of the struggle

With that block that you chop and the rocks as usual

Staring at the physical evidence of my pain

You in the basement, i'm on the roof again

I smoke dope too hide my pain , people say my life is full of shame.

Let you niggas know milita my gang, mcn if you was thinkin’ it’s a game

See my pain through my eyes,

What we gotta do to survive

Instead i gritted my teeth through the pain,

It's a shameso much pressure on my brain