This is a song about "Pain and lies"

Mine? type: nice. light come off the white ice

With murderers, rapists and battered lies

All i have is my suffering and pain

I don't toot my own horn but i'm a cold train

I see the pain and loneliness

Black jesus!searchin for black jesus

Apparentally it make you argue morethe more things you throw

And the middle of guns and in the middle of lies so

Thats taste like all of you phoney lies and bullshit

Don’t gotta shop, i ain't paying for shit

Then put it into sex drive

And believe the lies in disguise,

My buzz is like cocaine

Who will feel me and my pain

Tried them didn't work, got impossible standards, nothing i ever do works

Waking up and wishes they die.all because of societies lies and rumors.