This is a song about "Pain and gain"

I turned into something they never became

Let's pretend he wasn't poor, and not frontin' in pain,

Cause it'll never be the same hereso i wipe away the tears

I acted brainlessly, and did everything to gain wealth

Nightmares ensue, and creepily pursue my mind, doused in pain,

I hope you studied because he's testing your faith again

I see the pain and loneliness

I can teach you all the sounds of love

Begin to make me feel like a little kid again

You ever heard the saying no pain no gain

And there's nothing new for me to gain,

Time after time, again and again

Lock my heart up, this is jail, throw away the key

More blood, more pain, plain gain, that's my story/

Who will feel me and my pain

Grown men in this game