This is a song about "Not standing up to expectations of my parents"

Looks like i'm standing up and facing my fears again

I came through with diseased semen on my pen

I put her on the train, little engine could, bitch

Is it my fault that my parents did not go to college?

My asian immigrant parents had something to prove

And i done seen some old beefs make a bunch of news

So my outlook's dim and my house is eventually without any heat

Your parents wanted to get rid of you with a gift receipt,

Although my body's in the u.s my heart's there

Knowing that my parents do not care

Of my parents who didn't care enough to even stay together

I'm playing cody, smoking stogies, make the rhythm better

Tell my parents i'm just melodramatic, that i like to cause havoc

But she only fuck with boss niggas - lames, you outta luck

Or fuck my enemies bitch, acting bad and getting rich

'cuz my motherfuckin' parents are too poor to pay for college,