This is a song about "Not now"

I wna fight right now not tomorrow night

And if i want to go outside

Right now i'm tryin so hard just not to detonate,

Success is what i work for, and when them dudes hate

Sayin' they can rap better then nas saying they contenders/ not me i wish but not now/

The pain is horrible and for michael i gotta make it through somehow.

Now i'll confess i'm not the best

I can only love you when you’re undressed

Now i can look ahead, not dead yet

I work hard for everything i get

Then play you all my latest shit

Not so shocked your now beheaded

Do it now, lets not be late

Now i'm self made; and i'm high paid

To money and fame, i changed my nameand played a different game

Now listen up you're not the only one thinking i'm going insane