This is a song about "Not here"

Cause when them checks clear, they're not here

She shift my gears and whispered in my ear

And she got the bomb, i'm talking tick tick

But im not, just sat here fiddling with my dick

Okay so i'm not trying to make you cry so i'm going to end it here.

Anamorphic proposal like my lives the deal your good times imma steal

Usually defecation, now i'm pissing in your ear

Just wishing you were here, the money you chose, the vodka not beer

Now i'm the young one with the 9 ready to put in my time

Not permissible, thought here to clear their clouded minds and climb

Im your guardian angel im not going anywhere, i staying here now till the day you

But in real life they eyes is on your moneysee the enemies will say they true

I mean devil not seal, that explains our fight here

Everything you dojust wanna let you know, how we feel

She self made, i'm self made

He is here, i'm not afraid,