This is a song about "Not here anymore"

But after hearing mathematics he was water for my quenching thirst

And i can't do it anymore, i'm tired of always not being first

I ain't happy with the score

You don;t thin anymore

Cause when them checks clear, they're not here

Be yourself, just show me you're real

I mean devil not seal, that explains our fight here

While my mom is in the kitchen cookin' up a meal

Need a girl whos tryin' to ball

I dont have to look anymore,

And you ain't gotta go to war

I dont have to look anymore,

Im not here to entertain

Now that's what you call a game

He is here, i'm not afraid,

Now i'm self made; and i'm high paid