This is a song about "Not happy bored life"

I'm not mad, i'm just quite bored and sadistic

I can say ghettoest ‘cause i come from where metal spit

If it's not tell them bitches take a hike, word life

Tryna make a difference where i'm from, where you live

Wrighting all these raps when im feeling bored,

Manahattan and 40/40, no 40’s but rose poured

It's like i just hit the lottery, my god

Life has been lost whether i like it or not

Rearrange yo rocks you got a gang of friends, money

Not gonna lie we're not happy family

Rare shit, trend setting yea i be the best

My life might not be what you expect

These cracks in my life without you are making me forget how to be happy"

That's gon' make it hard to smile in the futurebut through whatever you see

Why i'm living keep a pistol just to keep you alive

Now i'm not blaming a single reason for her fucked up life