This is a song about "Not feeling like myself"

Sometimes i just thing to myself like....

You see dem boys sign me to the scope right

Dirty rotten nigger picked it from a cotton gin

Like feeling all the emotion come from within

I dunno man there's fear but i'm not feeling it

This my zombie circus, you better get a fuckin' ticket

Rather then feeling guilty cause i'm not as good as they are

And this still the hardest shit you've heard from la this far

Ay yo come on, girlfriend i ain't no actor, really

So fuckin real that not even myself could top me

Can't be held against you in any kind of way

Count on myself like a castaway

Now hey little mama

Feeling like deepak chopra

Well i'm not a mortal man, so how you feeling buddy?

You got ben's arranged money, have a benz or range money