This is a song about "Not even knowing"

It's not even a contest like exhibition game,

Od'd on that mitchell-ness you thought it was '03 again

Even though i'm not japanese,

So i'm chasing the dreams, no realities

Not even metaphorical

Cause it doesn't seem really as simple

Ships that sail to distant places

Not even go is blameless

Man, i'm not even incest,

Carol city or was it the west

Fuck not even the police

As much as i wanna leave

Deep down, i'm an emo fuckin' faggot that's depressed

But even the best are retiring not even a test

It’s hard when starving marcus garvey messed with malcolm little

Not knowing i was the only one in the middle