This is a song about "Not being ready"

Guess i cant be me or not being me

Look it something they can't ever see

And its simple as that baby

Guess i cant be me or not being me

Am not ready to face the facts i've gone insane

That god isn't finished with me yeti feel his hand on my brain

If you're being a downer this is not the right encounter

You know when your homie barely blink, he just done powder

I say what i feel, its not being rude it's being real

All i’m hearing is aids, i ain’t deaf in my ear

I'm not an enemy or an entity that's ready to be reckoned with

Watch them hoesall you niggas out therebeware these lyin ass scandalous bitches

They love misleading them having there beliefs fucked

//sick of these topics not being discussed

And not to mention it not only mean "being in a mansion"

So i can write about my life of sina couple bottles of gin