This is a song about "Not being loved"

But we should be body to body

Guess i cant be me or not being me

All these drugs just to feel loved.

And bijies like im out and

The power of knowledge threatens, im educated with weapons

Never loved during adolescence, only thing i loved were smoke sessions,

For all my homies in the pen, many peers deadniggas still ballin

And not to mention it not only mean "being in a mansion"

Let's have a toast for this new love

Not a choice but shows being careless,

During the summer my addiction took a turn for tha worst

And i can't do it anymore, i'm tired of always not being first

 just not if it means giving up on being me,

Ay yo come on, girlfriend i ain't no actor, really

Floor seats at that wizards game

I must not fear being insane