This is a song about "Never stood up for myself"

Too impressed with myself for godsake im clapping

Tryna run up on me late nights with the lights flashing

She never judges u for all the fucked up things that u done did,

And nearly choked when he'd tell me not to smokedaaamn, don't get me started

Shit, i don't give a fuck, your family looking for you, wish them good luck

It's a roller coaster babe, and sometimes i catch myself throwing up,

To heaven's door -- shed so many tears

Never stood up for myself

I had a long day and i really wanna fuck

You may be asking yourself how i picked myself up

Wake up in the morning and i ask myself

When i die tell them to turn my coffin to stretch benz

It ain't always up for grabs so i'm glad i'm never wasting that

Somebody tell satan that i want my fuckin' swag back

Pardon me if i'm sweating you but

For some it may be hard,but never give up