This is a song about "Never had"

I been laughed at, hated on, no one would even play my songs

Build his on coarse, never had rules enforced, he used force

And i don’t take no dames out

I never had a doubt

The one who had the perfect life, never had to deal with anything,

But, who is to blame when we let them in on everything

Felt like life never had meaning,

Straight g thing, double m g thing

I never had a family, except my gang and me

Shawty stay up in philly, shawty was hella pretty

I had never fit in with the men.

Here i go again, falling in love again

I didn't take my fucking ritalin, this is a hype track

Knowin that it was just somethin that i really never had.