This is a song about "My sadness"

Motherfucking 8 balls, til’ we live at the pool hall

I'm the definition of sadness and bawl

I think found where your mind was

Uh sometimes sadness sometimes madness

Saddle and wave, i killed cattle and crave sadness

Chanel slippers on my bitches like you go love

And the sadness that u deprive

That's real shit real nigga life

Whole team in dem new drops; nigga you should go && go cop one

My compulsion/ concerning my transaction in my cabin/

You redundant, you never ever change

My music feeds on sadness and rage,

Sadness and sin nothing but shame,

I wish i’ll never see you again