This is a song about "My life is fucked and bad"

This is my life and the others i cherish

And i've been uplifting the people i'm with

I know you're mad, but so what

And as long as it is fucked up

I'll show you where my rare essence is at, the adolescence of rap

Gotta love it good and bad, in my element this is my habitat,

C u fucked my life so i turned to the drug life

You only live once, tonight we do it twice

My life is a mess and you took advantage that

Thats the end of my speech, i'm a need you to clap

Blindfolded my own insecurity was holding me back

I write about times in my life when shit goes bad

My head is too rushed, if i get famous i'll be fucked

Know what? dope, crack, and coke is in the coat tucked