This is a song about "My life has been hard no place for fun never grow up good family"

And i ain't shallow, material things suppress bad luck

No, i just carry on, and make life good and live it up,

A loss plus one have fun hun for my gun has just quivered taken a win

Before these motherfuckers see me sufferinbut it ain't nothin

Thank god for what i did with blocking against this shaky defense

For the family and my friends when life fades away (x2)

I say its a hard life growing up, with no trust with you're parents, hard life

It's hard to have american pride when most of your money's made out of them lies

Yeah bitch this date's done

But because real life ain't no fun

Then some lady named billie holiday

And my life has been stripped away,

The story of my life ive never been so lucky

First one to spot you and i ain't telling nobody

Unless i had to provide for my family, i would never deal coke,

Every morning calls his comrade to come and get him to smoke