This is a song about "My life growing up my pain my struggles"

All i have is my suffering and pain

I'm that extreme, so haters complain

To money and fame, i changed my nameand played a different game

'cuz lyrically they ain't on my level, because my level's pain,

When i'm working for certain, i'm hurting the game

Staring at the physical evidence of my pain

Spent my whole damn life puttin' up with this

Fuck 2dopeboyz, all them niggas bitches

And a fist full of money give it to a fifth grade

With the talent of my peers growing at a higher rate

I love that hour glass shape you got up on that frame

In my peripheral, i see destruction and pain

Fuck what they say and get your dough nigga

Try 'cid and get fucked up worse that my life is? (huh?)

Well, brenda's barely got a brain

Instead i gritted my teeth through the pain,