This is a song about "My goldfish that died"

I'm pretty sure i should of died, my altered state of mind

I'm abusing the sunshine so i'm technically blind

And that's how my story ends: my mom died

Reach for the door, get your access denied

I thrive on makin’ my opponents think that i’ve died

Get ya money up, jewelry tight, swagger right

I see yesterday i called you names, and played games on yo' mind

Sister died before i was born i am the mothafucka that survived

Reaching for the golden throne that hip-hop died in/

Bamas surprised, deprived from attention

Let me enter your life, lady we can spill our rice

I been seeing the faces of people that have died in my life

Tell the truth, i ain’t gon’ lie, i got so many rides

My head has died requestin' light feelin' like i'm dead to rights