This is a song about "My addiction to a children"

Self inflicted, stuck in a cycle of addiction

Kevin durant you're an ant like my mother kin

It's hard trying to lose a drug or drinking addiction

I can't take a big l, my city needs me, i gotta win

To feed an addiction

Gin makes me sin

My heart beatsechoes into the cold streetswhere nightmares and darkness begin to meet

A addiction to feed with no #money even to eat but still manage to #keep,

They wanna see a nigga lose but i’m destined to win

Heard voices in my head but it calmed my addiction.

I'm sad to say it's still a place where little children daily play

Forgive me lord, it feels like i commit a sin a day

Yalls struggling like a vampire allergic to blood but has a blood addiction

Hey, don't do anything that i say in this song, okay? it's fuckin' fiction

Instead of shootin all my children in a lifestyle

Yo, i'm a hot and bothered astronaut crashing while