This is a song about "Missing my dad"

I lost my dad ate age 12 i hated that.

The jager in my cup is licorice black

There must be some part of my brain missing

Come downstairs with nothing but a shoe string

I'm young, black, gifted, live my life on the run

My dad been with half of california's women

To throw it all away

"heyy....wtf dad!! first gimme my pay"

Looking at me now dam i just look like my fuking dad

Let's get my enemies not knowing i'm coming back

Smoking sherm, drinking malt liquor, father forgive 'emme and my girlfriend, hustling, fell in love with the struggle

Alcoholic dad died of damaged liver..step dad was also a leaver he succumbed to my shovel/

And i have to say that music keeps me here, by far, the main thing

Now he's starting to think the screws in my head aren't lose but missing