This is a song about "Loving him wasn t something that was easy but it was worth it and i m going crazy doing it"

Why did that organizer die? well it was something he said,

I'm giving testimonies to strangers i never met

I wanted them on my debut, but they ain't wanna listen

Was it something i said or something you've done?

The best journeyacres of land and swimming pools and all that

Going off the beaten path, i was never on it

I see a f-cken stargot your momma screamingfor me, like i'm eldebargelookin at my skin

People call me mental crazy but i think it is called passion for what i am doing

And it seems that it was dreams the was telling us,

Hitting amputees in the knees, jesus

But it wasn't like that, and he was giving up slowly,

Paralyzed to the feeling, all the hate i see