This is a song about "Loved one dying"

Cause now you got me hopped up on that

You were never loved, faggot

Never loved during adolescence, only thing i loved were smoke sessions,

My true form is denial and arrogance yet i seem to be wearing acceptance

Mumma said she loved me regardless

Rub the wood and ima show em love

Shoot me? no i'm not dying,

I do the right thing

Gangstas dying from day to day

Then some lady named billie holiday

Not a moment pass without feel like dying

And my only fear's a wedding ring

Inside it feels like im dying

You can't unwind it. rising and climbing

All these drugs just to feel loved.

And bijies like im out and