This is a song about "Love always failing"

Ur love was always fake

What you call hate

He said he needed a come up, because selling nicks' was lame

I love you always and forever, it will always be the same.

Constant paranoid thinking. i was always alone , no love at home.

So i try to verse the worst one first before the dope ones try to steal my throne

Hold up now don’t get it twisted, i ain't hating, do your thing

I'm fed up of failing, think i'll have more fun masturbating,

Spurious, but still failing to see,

Nigga, rap, you fuckin' suck probably

Those flashing lights come from everywhere

Only devil's knew i'm failing to compare

And i have to say that music keeps me here, by far, the main thing

Never got to it, now i'm a senior on the verge of failing

Ya'll better hope 2012 really real, cause the way i feel i'mma make ya'll suffer

My father i will always love/ i was a damn kid , i hate my mother