This is a song about "Lost my virginity"

I lost my cousin to a gun he left his baby girl

Wait, i heard about you from that other nigga earl

Few days back my sister lost her son....

Boss broke, spouse choke, blouse open

My rhymes get you lost like your in a fog

Curl up like big worm when i drop

Low income no bills getting paid

Lost my mother wen i was barley eight

I've lost control all my sanity is gone

Got pills all on my phone, these niggas know i’m wrong

I lost my nigga last week, tears still lingering

Lord i'm so focused more focused than i ever been