This is a song about "Lost my self"

Be my little pill and just creep into my blood stream

Gotta believe in my self you cant need a team

As i light one for ill will

The knowledge of my self still

Few days back my sister lost her son....

Boss broke, spouse choke, blouse open

I'm lost in my inner thoughts,

Black fours red drop head doors

The wake up, dawg get ya face off the pillow

Judging on my past self/ shows the little do they know

Huh, i can't interpret her

Lost ma mother and my brother

Started caring about my self than my rapping career

My pistol close in handconvinced this is my year