This is a song about "Lost my self"

Texting my mama current self

Wish i could shed all these tears

I ain't did shit officer

Lost ma mother and my brother

See my self on the tv screen/

Caged, and the wonder is seen

Felt like i'm free from all my sins when the service was over

Theraphy sessions with my self, dr. mims its time to go slower

I'm sufficiently self assured to assert my certain fixation,

And i got a girlfriend so i'm a keep lying until the verse end, fin

Thats why i do this for my fuckin self

Odd future leaving even niggas in past tense

I miss the better days

Aww lost in my past ways

This verse was a message to my sixteen year old self

Baptized in eternal fire i'll shed so many tears