This is a song about "Lost hope"

Clever and never surrender my hope

Blew the fuck up in gray clouds of thick smoke

I'm going through something with life

I lost mona,i lost wife

I put it down your throat

Its teeth that puncture my hope

You told me to get lost

All you need is your passport

The fourth one, i like to kick around

Tossed n' lost in the lost and found.

Competition on the court

Ya i'm ghost, know i'm lost

That left ya without hope

I fucking hate this job

In an ocean full of sharks bout to come up short

Spiritually ive always been kinda lost,