This is a song about "Lost and depressed"

Weed’s played out, they on that pill shit

I feel lost and unwanted/

Yall fuck it yes im depressed and dress in black

Came home shit is real niggas still in the trap

My music is like confetti rain when you win a race

It made me depressed, and i confess, i lied to your face,

A depressed mess accepting empty sex and left bereft of love expressed

Why'd you slang crack? cause i had toa nigga gotta pay the fuckin rent

Ever since then i've been depressed and lonely/it was just me only

And a nose full of chowder, he's choppin' up all the doubters see

You won six times and twenty two times you've lost

I can change the whole game if a nigga bored

I dont need no chains with no cross to know that i’m blessed

Im confused and distressed, happy yet im depressed

Ive lost to this system, and i'm addicted

I can say ghettoest ‘cause i come from where metal spit