This is a song about "Losing my virginity"

12. anally raping, virginity taking,

Not concerned with most rappers me i'm a king

By those that were slow as molasses, take this shit to school

You can call me ll j cause im losing my cool

You know...you know who you are

I'm losing my stature

For me looks good she said oh you so sweet

Sweating in my sleep dreams of losing what i keep

These kids hating saying i've been losing my mind

Gotta give it to you girl you're one of a kind

Losing affection between my fingers, bashing on singers, whos lyrics lingers in my ear,

Like your a machine without a heart your working , like im talking , and telling you how i feel

Losing my mind. tried to think through.

It may be not the same for you

But intsead of doing what helps- n' in turn losing my health

So i just pray and hope god, take a light to myself