This is a song about "Losing my virginity"

Losing my mind. tried to think through.

Don’t mean to disrespect you

But intsead of doing what helps- n' in turn losing my health

I’m at the limit where i be amazing myself

The shit that you're spittin's diminished, and now missing like my virginity

Family is all i need but indeed them too can run me right up a tree

Sweating in my sleep dreams of losing what i keep

As they pass through the glass of my neighbors five deep

Losing my first battle on here isn't a real biggie/

I need your admiration for infinity

And a nose full of chowder, he's choppin' up all the doubters see

My mum said all he did for her was "take my virginity"

Under performing i'm under #performance, losing my thoughts/

But of course, i'm the white boy that shows no remorse