This is a song about "Losing my virginity at 13 rap"

Can't relax/too in my zone when i attack/only feel at home when i rap

You been aching for that cuz what they playing on the station is wack

But me and my brother never made it out school

You can call me ll j cause im losing my cool

I take em out their misery, make it harder to breathe

I'm losing my connection to you, but i'm trying to believe

I gaze at stars, puffing on cigars, i'm the rap tsar

She od's on louboutin, she work at that nudie bar

Hopped on the pulpit and told them how i was truly blessed

Come and rap at me the door is open, be my guest

So check my net worth, and i got them jerseys moving

I'm battling these demons at the moment i am losing

Look at all the hoes you losing

In my drawsring, ring, ring

God is at my window but the devils at my door

Something in his arm, he pushing more and more