This is a song about "Losing my virginity"

I’m at the limit where i be amazing myself

But intsead of doing what helps- n' in turn losing my health

Maybe i'm on lust well you deserve love

Meanwhile the family losing pieces,

You can call me ll j cause im losing my cool

But me and my brother never made it out school

I was born to do the damn thing

Honestly there's nothing i'm losing.

Im losing my vitality

Once as a slave who imagined being free

I can't take a big l, my city needs me, i gotta win

So look at my evolution and what the fuck you are losing

The shit that you're spittin's diminished, and now missing like my virginity

That's gon' make it hard to smile in the futurebut through whatever you see

And i just want to hold her

I'm losing my stature