This is a song about "Losing my brother"

What is hittin' for

To my own fucking brother

Hey hey, you got me feeling like the greatest

And risk losing my thick skin / i'll leave this bitch limp

But me and my brother never made it out school

You can call me ll j cause im losing my cool

These kids hating saying i've been losing my mind

A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind

Sweating in my sleep dreams of losing what i keep

Before this rapping, i was trappin', getting work cheap

I was twelve when the gunned you

Losing my mind. tried to think through.

And you ain't bothered a bit now, baby

My close brother will sting you worst than a queen bee

My desire to never fall leads me to hitting walls

Under performing i'm under #performance, losing my thoughts/