This is a song about "Losing control of my life"

This is how she want to live

Take the walk of my life

That's why they ride the bandwagon still be draggin' sellin' lies

I have memories of melodies in my life. (in my life)

Here mother fucker how do you like bacon now, when i stomp your teeth so you can't even shout

Losing decisions of life easily, now i'm moving on steadily, heavily, drugged out,

So i just pray and hope god, take a light to myself

But intsead of doing what helps- n' in turn losing my health

Im losing my vitality

We're living in a fantasy

You changed my views of life

I used to have a nine to five

See i know when the harsh reality take it's toll

Now im out of control in my mercedes i roll

Give me a sign, tell me how you wanna roll

It's a sad life, that the others control,