This is a song about "Losing a child"

Drown the life of any clown, like a heckling child

Shit i'm lying too! told that bitch i love her for her mind

Fuck me the monster said, somehow the monster's dead

Every man woman and child, dead, from a shot to the head,

I remember life as a child when everything was wild.

We killin shows out in london like i'm on my grind

Drawers by bad broads whenever the curtains call

Can't even help a small child in midst of a fall,

My dad ask him if i'm a brainwashed child

They provokin' suicide but as soon as signed

Pray you rich in confidence, now i'm paying you mind

So i started goin' wild like a steel jungle child,

Just a lost child, now a lost soul

Just stay smartkeep your mind on your bank roll

You get lost for days, in a child created maze.

Ever since grandma died, everyone parted ways