This is a song about "Losing a child"

Losing my first battle on here isn't a real biggie/

Man going around around the world so many times i'm dizzy

Should be harder to find

And i'm still considered a child

Hittin your door while your car's spinning, hitting the wall

Can't even help a small child in midst of a fall,

Cause ever since a child, he's had a volatile style

I'm rappin' for the scholars and the hustlers, meanwhile

And flash back to my memoirs, a playful child

It's all for the thought of havin' more than required

Still like a lake water, while a child swims in the clear water

And maybe one day his kids, something that he'll live for

I’m a sinner, jesus christ, please forgive me for my ways

You get lost for days, in a child created maze.

I like to see where she been and i’ll be deep in her mind

All i know is i'm a problem child turned foster child