This is a song about "Losing a child"

Candy on my skull can call me a child

Doggy, i'm from the land of grind

Losing my first battle on here isn't a real biggie/

Paralyzed to the feeling, all the hate i see

I remember life as a child when everything was wild.

When it's repping time, i get on extra grind

Look, i'm back like niggas on a bus

Since i was a child, i had dreams of

Forgone the birth of a child who's life is a curse

Know the niggas quick to spit they actors

To understand your ways, inexperienced back in the days

The child was holding her finger with a smile on his face...

And flash back to my memoirs, a playful child

Flower bomb, can i blow up on your mind

Said no child about his chores, with a quick force,

Metaphor, chilling with better whores