This is a song about "Lord i am your punishment the punishment of god in if they had not of committed grate sin you would not of sent me upon them"

Waiting on mom to bring me the aspirin from a trampoline jump

My mind is full of nothing but words, but nothing refers as the punishment

All fifty seein visions of me shot in the chestcouldn't rest, nah nigga i was stressed

I really am the best, you may not think that because of the rest, this ain't no test

It came to the point he couldn't look 'em in the face

They call me the god of night and the king of days

The house of the lord, for not a spouse but a sword

Life was diggin’ me deeper, i kept on coming up short

I keep my friends close, enemies closer, fuck both, i dont trust no one

I touched down in 77'. figured out i would not last by the age of eleven.

You be chickens like smokey tripping off angel dust

The reason being your jealous this is your punishment,

And this all would of been if i had a father to guide me,

Lemme see them big titties, don't be actin' sadidy you're not pretty

But you not the one of a kind,open your eyes,

See niggas lose it all and follow that liquor advice