This is a song about "Lord help me understand my world as fucked up as i came out lead me outta the hood"

And as i pray the lord pulls the pain up out of this man.

Wanted to go skate, can't, now my day is borin', damn

My breathe got heavy as fuck, i was litrally outta words.

Perfection doesn't exist if it doesn't consume her and the truth hurts

So when you read this, understand this is me as i write/

I done seen a nigga rise, watch you niggas dick ride

I cant think about the past cause its got me fucked up,

I want diamonds too, ronnie on player's club

You put me outta my muhfuckin mood, soon, imma fuck you up just like i did it

I love it when it's girl upon girl with one manay, put your butt on my mustache, fuck that

My love for music i trust she'll lead me out of dusk

Go on, suck it up; but hurry, i got nuts to bust

My father's dead, well i don't know, we'll never fucking meet

Dougie fresh up in the hood and he's bringing me my weed

Got a pocket full of cream, my moccasin's clean

See i came up from the bottom as a hassling teen