This is a song about "Loosing myself"

Oh i gotta face the day

Tell myself everyday

By how i conduct myself

I'm on deck i'm up next

My brother got knocked now they hold him in cells

Im feeling so lonely only myself

Relying on myself

So hold back ya tears

Baptized in eternal fire i'll shed so many tears

All my life i've been struggling with myself,

Fuck the fat lady, it's over when all the kids sing

Loosing my vision, now i wish i'd never gone fishing

I'm a mob by myself/

Sweet, okay makes sense

But you was loosing money you was gonna get broke

Third letter quote hey ace i'm addicted to coke