This is a song about "Loosing my virginity"

Try to keep your spirits up, lil vodka whatever

And now i'm cool but i'm loosing my temper

I won't retire ever, nigga i'm forever clever

My leisure, my pleasure, my light, my love, my measure

That is my wish, my fantasy.

Just to go to liv on a sunday

She's loosing her grasp, breath, gettin closer to her death,

With my semen and oppressed by my give a fuck less

Ya can see my, my, my, my kick-off so shout

Sometimes two people jump their feelings out

And now i'm cool but i'm loosing my temper

She got mad i leaned over, i'm nursing her

Smoke that mark mcgwire strong, oakland a no basic smoke

But you was loosing money you was gonna get broke

My demeanor, thirty years my senior

If its not couture, i will not go to her