This is a song about "Loosing hope"

I'm a spiteful misanthrope with no hope

I'm killing 'em slow like cigarette smoke

Of my world and i hope,

I know you just doing your job

Up on phrases i wrote

Then soon i gave up hope,

My bitch on the come-up while your bitch is going broke

With my sad pitiful miserable life no hope,

Then, prepare to have the eargasm of a lifetime

Its been 2 years now, i think im loosing my time

Maybe i should just give up all hope

I was a black sheep, but now i'm just a goat

Its teeth that puncture my hope

Ever since then i had no job

I fucking hate this job

That left ya without hope