This is a song about "Loosing a child"

Forgone the birth of a child who's life is a curse

We up in that magic city throwing up them dollars

Said no child about his chores, with a quick force,

Ay sallie, i know i ain't been answering your calls

Still like a lake water, while a child swims in the clear water

Give me billboards, whatever that people will kill for

So i started goin' wild like a steel jungle child,

Besides bumpin n grindin wasn't nothin on our mind

No man alive has ever witnessed struggles i survived

Drown the life of any clown, like a heckling child

All i know is i'm a problem child turned foster child

Panoramic views be tumblin' out my mind

Just a lost child, now a lost soul

Let's put it on cruise control

And flash back to my memoirs, a playful child

They provokin' suicide but as soon as signed