This is a song about "Life as a rapper"

I cant say im a rapper

That i will leave earth with her

Jealousy inside, make'em wish i diedoh my lord, tell me what i'm livin' for

Dreaming about making it as a rapper but waking up and still climbing the ladder,

I call her, no answer

(sorry, ma'am, xbox isn't a rapper)

When you lived life as a librarian

Please lord forgive me for my sins, cause here i come

I get on with my life as a scientist,

The former, position of a pimp

Wish you niggas father understood where the condom was

Treating life like it's a game as if mistaken for a circus,

They say i take life as a joke,

That i'd, never ever ever go broke