This is a song about "Life as a kid"

Left alone as a kid..paralysed with fear..though i gave a blatant shiver/

Hightalking back to the screen drinkin' liquorhavin' big dreams of gettin' richer

And i remember always running in the hallways as a kid,

And nearly choked when he'd tell me not to smokedaaamn, don't get me started

Been running around trying find a job

They say i take life as a joke,

I am only a man and i don't know what to think

And see yourself as a kid again, and you get embarrassed

Growing up as a kid, life can be tough

My criteria ain't even that serious

For all the wrong i did , just as a kid. fuck it , a sinful life is what i live.

It's hard to have american pride when most of your money's made out of them lies

Music is my life my flows as sharp as a knife

I guess she thought she'd get away, wouldn't hear the cries