This is a song about "Life as a bullied kid"

Left alone as a kid..paralysed with fear..though i gave a blatant shiver/

Jealousy inside, make'em wish i diedoh my lord, tell me what i'm livin' for

Let's pretend he wasn't bullied and he had him a friend,

So the only guidance that i had is splattered on cement

They say i take life as a joke,

You pay your favorite stripper car note

Bullied, beaten, suicidal, then he came out as queer

Like keep grinding boy, your life can change in one year

Let's pretend he was never beat up as a white kid,

And that’s a scary thing, i try to duck em good

And i remember always running in the hallways as a kid,

Rollin’ and chokin’ and movin’ slow motion, i’m floatin' on good

I can't remember much but i was always sad as a kid.

The little engine that could, this little nigga is good