This is a song about "Life as a bullied kid"

The little engine that could, this little nigga is good

I can't remember much but i was always sad as a kid.

I'm standing on the field full of land mines

People look at me as a kid that only writes.

I'm going hard for the days i was piss poor

Your the kid that got bullied back in preschool

Waiting/showing you her beauty if she's naked

Let's pretend he liked hobbies he could do as a kid,

I could give a fuck as long as there’s something that’s behind of her

Left alone as a kid..paralysed with fear..though i gave a blatant shiver/

I remember as a kid i wrote you a little letter

I can do that to a nigga and make a pool on her

Let's pretend he was never beat up as a white kid,

For petty sake not even heavyweight, it's never good

For all the wrong i did , just as a kid. fuck it , a sinful life is what i live.

It's hard to have american pride when most of your money's made out of them lies