This is a song about "Life as a bullied kid"

I can say ghettoest ‘cause i come from where metal spit

Washing dishes as a kid and maybe getting a tip.

It's hard to have american pride when most of your money's made out of them lies

For all the wrong i did , just as a kid. fuck it , a sinful life is what i live.

When you lived life as a librarian

Turned himself in, i had to find that dumb

They say i take life as a joke,

On top of that, i’m broke

Boss shit she no she mean as shit but she actin like a kid

Instrumental from lexus, change is what they expected

That's why forever i love seldom and trust never

I remember as a kid i wrote you a little letter

Your the kid that got bullied back in preschool

Me and him was homies, maybe we still cool

People look at me as a kid that only writes.

Blinded by all these street lights, up late, can't sleep nights