This is a song about "Lay in bed and cry myself to sleep"

Rest in peace, and watch over me at night as i lay

When i step off the curb, then, they on they way

Earl boykins i 'm hearing voices i try and listen

Go to bed. lay down my head. wait for the sun.

So you should move away, or join the dude 'n play

Let me just go home and atempt to go and lay

In bed he wept and seldom slept, he deserved respect to learn the truth

I'm just trying to paint that picture, when i'm rhyming up in this booth

Mothers heads tucked in, day and night they'll cry/

One choke of this you a note from mariah high

I lay awake and strap myself in the bed

That whatever it creates it will land in the head

She might be goin' home with me tonight

Crying myself to sleep every night,

And what i wanna see, is you go to sleep, in the dirt

Riding that big body, shorty be hitting the curb