This is a song about "Kills me inside"

To chain the internal beast inside me

Ambitious girl, your drive, drives me crazy

Deep inside it kills him, knowing that she feels him

Snorin' in the bed with blankets cause my head spin

And niggas flashing crazy

And get inside of me,

Who would known me and him would just grow inside,

But this card i'm trickin' with got no limit right

Y'all could be the star in my ficky spot light

Lord, give me strength, release the demons inside,

That's why i traded r. kelly my sister for a new hit

And now it's real, the power kills me, how to pay for college shit,

But i know deep inside you're afraid of me

I kill me just like you from the back you'll see

No more fucking with the psyche, and what's inside me.

Two kids, wide hips, found something in her we didn't see