This is a song about "Kills me inside"

The malady living inside of me,

Let me rideuntil i get free

Somalia women ethiopian queens never could tell the difference

Someone drugged me too many pills which i hope succeeds to be the thing that kills

Got me shooting at a ghostsome call me crazy

The malady living inside of me,

And i don’t know why you sucker niggas can’t see

This bomb is ticking quickly through these lines inside of me

And what i done just ain't enough

The greed inside my soul gave me shove,

We like to party

And get inside of me,

The malady living inside of me,

She said, "don't be fucking with nobody

She going to borrow some money

To chain the internal beast inside me