This is a song about "Kills me inside"

Family is all i need but indeed them too can run me right up a tree

I gotta feel alive even if it kills me promise to always give the real me

Gucci & nike, that’s what i call an option

Deep inside it kills him, knowing that she feels him

Growing inside of me

That's why i'm makin' money

The greed inside my soul gave me shove,

Rub the wood and ima show em love

I couldn't leave this inside of me.

While i'm making history

And you ain't bothered a bit now, baby

The malady living inside of me,

Just sit back and relax and take it easy

To chain the internal beast inside me

With your flashlight, tell me what do you see

The malady living inside of me,